| new LJ |
[May. 28th, 2006|05:29 pm] |
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hey everyone.
I just made a new LJ, 'cause this one kinda bugs me now. I HATE the name. SOOOO MUCH!
I'm not gonna delete it tho.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) desolatestate
feel free to add me.
It's not gonna be friends only, I might do that in the future but for now it's gonna be open to everyone. |
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| Friends only bitch |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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| | 3 days grace - burn | ] |
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| *sigh* |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|08:44 pm] |
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Still feeling pretty crap.
*sigh*
lets get fucked up and die.
I hate people.
people in general.
I hate you the most... why do i hate you? Because your not ill and I am.
I'm going out on wed. I don't know where but me and me m8s are going out so MEH!
I shall dance up and down with my MCR hoody which is shibby. and dont say its not cosh i'll shoot you.
pammys getting me an emo guy. well he dont need to be 'emo' but the hair GUH!
jamie biggins is howt.
pitty hes an asshole.
drunk people make me laugh. espec when they call me drunk.
i hate people who call when i tell them not to then hang up on me.
YES i'm talking out you!
I'm done.
SOMEONE tell me my story is good. please.
*cough*
wow did i just beg?
i don't care no1 ever reviews me.
The fandom is dead.
i said i wasn't gnna write anymore but i had an idea.
*sigh*
BANANA! |
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| *dies* |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
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| | three days grace - born like this | ] |
Someone should kill me now.
Please.
I feel worse today than I did yesterday.
*ack*
AHHHHHHHHHH! Why the fecking hell does this have to happen in the holidays?! |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|04:08 pm] |
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| baa humbug |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|10:45 am] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | the TV | ] |
My God why am I here?
Oh yeah 'cause my sis decided it would be fun to drag me out of bed.
We both feel ill, sore heads, thinking we're gonna barf, dizzy, warm but getting cold shivers... sore throat.
Dude I think we have the flu *sob*
I wanted to sleep until AT LEAST 12. I'm gutted 'cause now I'm sitting HERE on the computer instead of my bed.
DAMN YOU ALL!
Ah well tis Christmas!
I got my MUSE DVD *goes all hyper then falls down and dies*
I shall go watch it soon if my sis lets me leave the room!
I need some food. food that isn't chocolate. *nods*
Anywho I shall say MERRY CHRISTMAS! And hope you all have an awesome day and don't eat to much or drink yourself into oblivion (that’s for new year!) |
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| love is love |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|05:24 pm] |
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Who's with me? |
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| Baa |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|01:37 pm] |
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You know what i just realised? It's christmas in 2 days. OMGWTFBANANA! Where did the time go?
I got a letter from Cali uni saying they'd got my application and I'd be concidered. fun fun.
school was pointless. It was just me Omar, Kirsty and Amundeep but Vari was there for some of it. *dies* so pointless, wasn't even half as fun as yesterday. OMFG 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!! That's so weird.
Well everyones leaving. I won't be talking to any of my m8s. That's sad. I don't care. who needs FRIENDS whrn you have the internet! lol. i'm insane. anywho ttyl! xx
| Greed: | Medium
| | | Gluttony: | High
| | | Wrath: | High
| | | Sloth: | Very High
| | | Envy: | High
| | | Lust: | Very Low
| | | Pride: | High
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Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz |
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| *yawn* |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|02:36 pm] |
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| | Trivium - dying in your arms | ] |
Today was just so pointlessly fun.
I didn't do anything all day.
I didn't go to any classes just sat in the social area listening to my MP3 with the speakers, singling randomly, being attacked with a bottle by vari, telling omar and kirsty to stop playing footsy under the table, shouting at people passing by the table to stop staring at omar's sweet machine because it had 'feelings' too!
It was awesome.
I was hyper and screamed "THIS IS ME DYING IN YOUR ARMS!!!!!!" a lot.
I did that last nite too and people got scared :P lol.
I'm so tired. i didn't go to bed 'til 12 got up at 7.30 and only just got home from school 30 mins ago. Then I'm going to the cinema later and school again 2moz but I'm going home early so that's okay.
*yawn*
Well catch yaz later! |
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| *crying like a crying machine* |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|09:22 pm] |
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*cries*
my sis just kicked me off her comp.
now i'm sitting on the crappy comp in the living room and i cant get yim to work *sobbage of the centuary*
I WAS DOING A FLIP, LUCAS, ASH thread! THEY WERE GETTING DRUNK!!!!!!
LUCAS WAS GONNA SING!
someone save me! |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|03:42 pm] |
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| | the radio | ] |
You know what I realised last night?
I have DEAD STAR! *dies* it's on hullabaloo... wow I’m so slow.
anywho today me and clanks were singing "if you're happy and you know it..." IT WAS AWESOME!
And we were singing cheesy pop songs and playing 20 questions and generally doing fuck all. then mr hughes let us go home at 2 cosh no1 is in!!!!!
well looks like I’ve been doing the WRONG essay for RMPS... I dnt have the plan for the other one tho... :S
damnit!
so anywho I’ll prob update again later but meh who cares NOT ME! *does a hyper dance*
oooh yeah... clankers came on to me along with everyone else during our free period... no it WASN'T our free period i was suppose to be in English but didn’t go. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|05:45 pm] |
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| | muse - dead star | ] |
muse - dead star.
someone find me a link to download it.
please.
please.
PLEASE.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE
PLEEEEEAAAAAASSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDIT the woderful SARAH gave me it *luffs her more than you*
I LOVE YA!!!!!!! You rowk! |
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| HUUUUUUUUGE rabble |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| | Green Day - wake me up when september ends | ] |
I did it again last night *slaps self*
I HAVE to stop it. It's bad for my health. My sanity is included in that btw.
I kinda got a little emotional but hey I'm always like that...
So I went into school for 2 hours. Then went shopping with my sis for xmas. I asked my dad for money but he refused so meh I had to get stuff today.
So I got a couple CD, fall out boys being one of them *luffles* and I WAS looking for a muse hoody but there were NONE! apparently they dnt do them *shrug* I'll make one myself *nods* YES I WILL!
So i got mcr instead :D
*sigh* I'm trying to do an essay on Liberation theology. *dies* kill me now.
It's not as bad as the eternal life one I had to do last week so i'll be okay.
urm... what else?
No Jamie 'til Jan 9th/ Whatever.
I SAW AN EMO TODAY! OMFG *dies*
Lol. yeah... *cough cough*
Someone buy me an emo guy for xmas and I shall luffle 4eve and eva and eva, amen.
i give up on ever writing anything EVER again. *growl*
just to let you all know. (RP and flip/Jamie are still happening tho ^__^)
So... urm I REALLY WANNA SEE FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND IN EDINBURGH!!!!!!!!!!! Tickets are only £14! So If you live near Edinburgh and wanna go with me to see em let me know ;)
I'm making myself a shibby 2006 diary. I never write on paper anymore. I tend to leave out a lot of really personal things on here i don't want people to know so I think writing it all down will help me out. I used to do it a lot in '01. I wrote soooooo much shit it's sad/depressing/funny to read.
urm... Flip told Lucas he luffed him *awww*
what else? Nothing much really... school finishes on Friday. THANK FUCKING GAWD!
But then I have prelims after *le sigh*
All I need this year is a B then i can get into Napier uni. If I dnt get my B I’m screwed and I’ll have to go through clearance and prob not get anything at all and move to Iceland cosh there are lots of hawt emo guys over there... even tho I dnt speak Icelandic I can learn and say SEEEEEEEX a lot and it'll all be cool. yeah I will shut up now.
hmmm... I need to get my hair cut... what should I get done? suggestions comments ANYTHING would be helpful.
Still want it purple but my dad's a freak.
On the topic of my dad being a freak i make a 30 min call to Inverness and my dad get's the phone bill and comes in saying "who called Inverness?" and I say "me." and he's like "who do you know in Inverness? That cost me £5." And I think he's talking shite but say "okay I’ll give you a fiver for it then." Then he goes away and comes back 2 secs later saying "actually its £10" at the point I told him to get out of the room and screamed.
I LOOKED at the phone bill. It cost 47p.
SOME ONE SLAP HIM. it's not funny. does he think he's funny?
Last night I came to the conclusion that my family is the source of all my problems. be it Ciara, Mary, my dad or any of the rejects who call themselves family.
i blame my mum mostly. I blame her for everything and she deserves it. then i blame my dad. *nods*
Gay weddings are awesome. I'm so very very glad that they finally made it legal over here. *grin*
it's about time they got the same rights are same sex couples.
being gay is okay. the society we live in is the cause of so many teen suicides.
gay kids think they are wrong... but love is love.
ok I’m done.
catch ya all later :P |
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| Business as usual |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
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| | FFAF - all the rage | ] |
Title: Business as usual
Author: Mrsshialabeouf
Rating: R
Summary: John want's something Chas can't give him ;)
Disclaimer: I own nothing. NOTHING!
( Banana's are good... ) |
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| Five Weird Habits of Yourself |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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tagged by _sexorcist_
Ground rules:
The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Five Weird Habits of Yourself" and the people who get tagged need to then write a LJ entry about their five quirky little habits as well as state the rules of this game clearly. At the end, you need to list the next five people who you want to tag.
The weird habits:
1. When I'm nervous I crack my knuckles... well I ALWAYS crack my knuckles but more so when I'm nervous.
2. I can't make eye contact so when I talk to someone I tend to look at inanimate objects like... walls or stuff like that.
3. I clap when I'm excited... it's weird.
4. When a conversation dies... be it online of in the flesh I start again randomly shouting "HI!"
5. I talk REALLY loud on the phone... or when I'm asking for a bus ticket. like REALLY loud I practically SCREAM at them.
I tag: ___likeanenigma, sands_agent, lil_miss_cee_x, ladysapphirekym, harleythegreat |
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| lolly pops |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|04:16 pm] |
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| | energetic | ] |
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| | FFAF - the end of nothing | ] |
Haha today was awesome!
I was doing my regular Jamie stalking and he touched me :p it's the little things *sigh*
he kinda just brushed past me but there was definate contact.
Then he walked past my English class and I jumped out of my seat!
at lunch I stood up to point at him, made chez stand up, pointed... then she fell on me, then I fell, so she was lying on me and I was sitting and i laughed and smudged my classes so I had to take them off and I missed Jamie :( owell.
urm... what else?
I can't remember.
going xmas shopping with jac on sun.
dunno what to get everyone.
DANG!
So i'm off to play the sims.
I'll prob be back later :P
I just remembered! I was carrying chez's bag... and i put it over my back, along with MY bag... then I put her jacket on... as well as mine and her scarf. i looked like a tube but it was fun! and then i ran up the stairs but i went back down to give her, her things! |
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